Yes. It's been three worth years that I am not updating this blog. I have time (many) but I'd rather kept to myself whatever things happened to me. And I am sorry for not sharing those.
The last time I wrote an entry is way back October 2012. I am still working my ass with Metrobank. Struggling with shifting schedules. Talking shit to clients and wasting half of my life (I think) battling with numerical based performance.
The past 3 years have been very difficult for me in all aspect. Emotionally and financially unstable. I am depressed mainly because of my career. When I look back 2007 when I first hired as a staff, there's a big dreams within me. Working in one of Philippine's top bank is a pride not only for me but also to my family. During those days, I am blessed. The people around me are very passionate and enthusiast. I love them. I love those days. But those were the days now....
Too much work pressure triggered me to make what I considered the biggest decision in my life. To quit my once precious job.
Putting an end to my comfort zone wasn't easy at start. I have to take a risk. I have so much to consider if I loose my job. My family. My car. My payables. My future.
But I cannot see a future anymore here.
This saddens me a lot.
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